Jeff Chang 不要对他说

I am going to catch Jeff Chang's "空出来的时间" concert coming this March 2013. 

I never thought I would ever be tempted to watch 张信哲, for he is a good singer, but I am never a fan of his, as I simply can't relate to his “哲式情歌" when I was much younger. 

I even jeered at a school mate who had dedicated "信仰” for me.  Back then, I do not believe in love, and now I am sorry that I didn't hold onto my belief, so much for being a heart breaker - I am finally being punished. 

I will be going with a group of friends. I am sure it will be an enjoyable experience :)

非上上智，无了了心

6 个月。8 个月。

等待是为了证明她的信念，是为了求证他的心意，是为了否定一切的批判。

但信任和信念却无奈随着时间的流逝而瓦解。

他失信了！好一个不闻不问，不理不睬，无消无息，眼不见为净的策略。先是人间蒸发，再来个不了了之， 随缘？

她心碎了！赌上了一切，赔上流成河的眼泪，遍体凌伤的心，为的是一个（他）无法守住的约定，无法兑现的承诺。。。

Emo-in-progress

Spending a quiet Monday morning alone.

Just seen my doctor for a reconsultation, seems ok, thou I can feel her worries for me.

She sent me out of the clinic telling me,  'Jo,  that strong front is useless in the presence of those who cares.  Those who made you cry, or those who cannot take the weight of your tears, honestly do not love you at all'.

On the 6th day of 2013

Year 2013.  A new year. A new 359 days awaits.

What do I want?  What can I wish for?

I don't know... for I no longer dare to dream of anything possible.

A good sleep maybe...

Sleep till eternity perhaps.

For all those who has wounded me.  Thank you.

For all those great pretenders around me. You deserve an Oscar

For all those flowery deceiving lies that I believe in.  Go back to where you come from.

Finally December

I always love December :)

The magical month of Christmas which marks the end of a year, and always the season to fall in love.  Time seems to always fast forward right after November.

Time to set new resolutions!

I have been recuperating, as my health always seems to deteriorate whenever winter starts.  Well, I just have to take extra care during this season.

Thanks for all the birthday wishes via private messages, I am sorry for not actively updating my blog, gimme sometime ya, I will get it started soon.

Episode 4: The Adventures of PMT (铁牙公主历险记）

Was in a terrible state since my last visit to the dentist, had a re-consultation yesterday, and today I am in agony again.  Apparently due to the recent flu that I had, my lymph nodes swell up, and I have been having a swollen right cheek since 2 weeks ago.  This swell in the right cheek prevents me from chewing food, and even speaking, plus the ulcer on the side of my tongue makes it worst...

Losing weight again, and this time I can see the effect myself: sunken cheeks that resulted in protruding cheekbones, sharpen chin, and weaker legs.  If my swell doesn't go off soon, I think I may be blown away in the next stormy weather :(

But overall, I am satisfied with my MT's progress, my upper teeth are moving fast enough to replace the "虎牙"（pointed tooth）.  Yesterday, Dr Ho decided to take on the aggressive approach, by adding another bracket on my lower right molar, so that my lower teeth can move quicker, and I can have a new jawbite soon.

Although I am in pain, but I am also hopeful that things will improve soon :)

月圆圆

今天是农历八月初十五, 一年一度的中秋节。又是饮茶吃月饼赏月的一晚。

对着皎洁的明月， 和至亲至爱一同赏月，应该会倍感窝心吧？

嫦娥有玉兔相伴, 应该不会寂寞吧?

我以前超爱吟苏轼的《水调歌头》；

明月几时有? 把酒问青天。
不知天上宫阙，今夕是何年。
我欲乘风归去，又恐琼楼玉宇，高处不胜寒。
起舞弄清影，何似在人间。

转朱阁，低绮户，照无眠。
不应有恨，何事长向别时圆。
人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺，此事古难全。
但愿人长久，千里共婵娟。

好难得让我找到（心仪又动听）古筝版的 《但愿人长久》，让我又想弹奏一曲，但我还是别献丑了。

祝大家月圆人团圆！

中秋节快乐！