Social Withdrawal

I have long suspected that Autism Disorders can be inherited, or it could be influenced by external factors, but I am not sure whether this has been medically proven though.

Somehow, the thought of starting a new year stirs the same anxiety again. I am not so worried about getting old (which is not entirely the truth), but rather I am worried about not doing enough. But how much is enough? How much can I offer?

I am feeling a part of me dying away, no matter how much I try to hold onto it, it's slipping away...

I have fallen into a dark cold sea, I am not brave enough, and I wanted to give up breathing...

I am tired... but I guess I will have to press on for awhile more...